ON NOT BLOGGING
Some bloggage soon, I promise. Been busy.
Been running. Just been running in a Comets on Fire T-Shirt (and trousers too, of course!). Sometimes I dress up as Rocky - in the woollen hat and everything, and run in the rain. No, it's not some post-Christmas/New Year thing; I've been doing it for a couple years. I sleep better when I run; my bowels work better and my guts hurt less; I'm a lot less grumpy. It's good: I get to think, I move...I get ideas. Kids shout abuse at me as I run pass or throw stones, women smile; I see things in the dark. Notice stuff. Imagine.
I bought the running shoes two years ago in a sale. My sister gave me an M&S sweatshirt that doesn't fit. So it's a lo-fi/lo-cost endeavour. The trousers cost two quid - but they're slightly too short, too tapered at the bottom; and if I deliberately wear colourful spotty or stripey socks with them then I look like an off-duty clown. It's a role; it's dressing up, pretending...but also getting stuff done at the same time. This is how I work. Though it doesn't look like work.
Been playing around with this:
It's a still from a film. No, it's not the title; it's a still. Actually, it's not a film either; it's an UnFilm. It's really stupid - really, really stupid - and it's pretty strange too.
I have a bet with myself sometimes: what's the lowest-res footage I can use in a film? How can I fuck with it without using pro plug-ins and filters? How awful can I make it look? How bad? The trouble is: there's a disconnect here with intent, so the audience just think I'm rubbish at making films. Which I am, but not in the way they think lol.
Sooo, it's very messy work. And very slow. I have to be in exactly the right frame of mind; otherwise it just doesn't work and I have to shelve it for a day or two until I hit exactly the right combination of cigarettes, coffee and running; and then my mind switches over and it makes itself. Sometimes I run to the shop to buy cigarettes lol. There's a hill I like to run up. It's a metaphor for something.
Here's another (still, I mean):
That's one of the nicer, cleaner ones. Wish I had more time to do it properly; but sometimes it's good not to overthink things.
Sometimes, though, it's good to think.
Been thinking about this too: