AUDIO ADDICTION
Really great to hook up with Woebot last nite, in what must possibly be the first West Country/London blogging x-over. (I always think of Dom and Lurch as being West Country even tho' they've been lurking in Tha Smoke for a couple decades) It'd be stating the obvious to say (but I'm gonna say it anyway) that Matt is a top bloke and a total pleasure to hang out with.
Interesting what he said about music as an 'addiction'; I certainly feel that v. strongly sometimes...that music is such a major part of my lfe and that, to a degree, it defines a large part of my personality...it's always felt incredibly 'important' to me (tho sometimes a guilty pleasure, in that there are so many other things in this world that are so much more important, and that, here in the western world at the blunted end of the 21st century, we are lucky/privileged to have such easy access to something which is for many people a luxury...)
As to the nature of my own addiction (can't speak for Matt), I'm not entirely sure. Is it purely the music or is it also, as I sometimes fear, the act of acquision...(do I get a minor endorphin buzz from purchasing, like some middle-aged housewife on a credit-card zombie-shopping binge in Denners...I'm interested in Loki's approach, tho: he's done his 'purchasing' by sandstorm-sized bulk downloads, now he's randomly sifting thru his iPod and his own pleasure/surprise comes from the act of random access and the juxtapositioning of song w/ surroundings)...w/ me, is it about, owning, controlling, knowing...is there a teeny bit of Aspergers in there somewhere...I love the tactile, physical act of browsing, particularly vinyl (size counts!): that much I know...and I think that it is all locked up with the thrill of discovery, of newness, of being surprised, of refreshing my own sensibilities and reconfiguring this new newness into my own internal matrix of self-referentiality...and not just the music, but making connections out into art, film, alt.lit, skewed pop kulchur, whatever...it's not just the combination of frequencies locked in the grooves; it's also the sleeve-art (or lack of it), the typography...wh/ is why I'm digging the homemade/handpainted covers of contempo Acid/Free Folk/Nu Psych...Dubstep is linked to white-label urban dance culture and, apart from Skull Disco covers, it has no readily identifiable visual signature...I wish it had its equivalent of Dave Nodz...the limited runs and budgets of some of the d/step vinyls prob. make elaborate packaging unlikely from a financial point of view, but there's anudder level to all this visual austerity and bargin-bin minimalism that says: it's the music that counts, not the paper and card that it's wrapped up in....but, saddo that I am, I love both.

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Evolutionary psychology is arguing at the moment about whether or not there is a 'novelty seeking gene' (and a male one at that).
In a hunter gatherer environment that was relatively thin on novelty (like calories), any environmental variation had to be seized upon and exploited. When traditional food sources or behaviours proved maladaptive, curiousity did not kill, but preserve, the cat.
Thing is, in such a novelty and calorie rich contemporary environment, these behaviours and no longer adaptive and we become able to binge on novelty.
So Loki, with his ipod stuffed full of tunes is like some great musical bulimic - his internal mechanisms of satiation shot to pieces.
We need a musical equivalent of weightwatchers ('I'm down to three healthy albums a day, with no Mp3's between meals - binged over the weekend though....)
(Hey Loki- I reckon 5/6 for Qu1 approaches)
Nice one, Dops. I totally buy into the evolutionary advantage of curiosity and novelty-seeking...
Something I've noticed about myself (and I dunno if this is something either hardwired or misfiring in my visual-cortex or summat)...is, from a visual point of view, I love (or am strongly drawn to) arrays/displays of objects that are different, yet differ in small amounts...('themed-ness') I feel a strange internal 'comfort' or sense of aesthetic 'rightness' about them and being around them...some examples might be album covers that are visually linked or themed by a certain label or artist, or say (here's one you'd be familiar with) Mayflower editions of Moorcock's books (same author 'logo' and layout; same artist painting the covers, but different image)...when you put them together there's an enormous gestalt-like aesthetic 'rush'...
Appreciation of things that are different, yet similar: is that slightly autistic, do you think? It's def. linked in with the idea of 'collecting' things, building collections, etc...might that link in w/ hoarding behaviour...again, I can see a sort of evolutionary advantage: squirreling away/stockpiling additional food for times of hardship...
When lots of similarly different objects are put together, for me it's like: woaah, what a rush...!
The linked-ness of the different things suggests a vastness of interlinked possibilities to me, of growth, movement, change, evolution out from one single Proto- or Ur-object/album/book/genre...that everything is linked/overlaps in some way...wooooah! I get this charge off of dulux paint-strips at B&Q: ("My God, look how many blues there are...!")
I wonder if Matt gets something like this...his Dave Nodz post (lots of similar but different things...) made me wonder...I certain enjoyed looking at it! Like I said, I wonder if this sort of visual appreciation is at the heart of hobbies that relate to collecting...
I wonder if or how many of bloggers who are into music (or other forms of) 'collecting'/serious musical appreciation also have more highly developed visual appreciation/aesthetics or are also artists or wannabe artists...?
I have a theory that intense love of music stems from some kind of depth of emotional character formed from childhood. could be that we were picked on, could be that our cats died, or our mums got sick - some kind of "unusual" or traumatic experience which makes us seek a dimension of expression or empathy in music.
which, it's good to remember, to most people is just something in the background - other than the 2 pop CD's they buy for the car.
Interesting you should say that...music has always felt incredibly 'important' to me, but I'm not sure why...
if you try an measure the importance of music against, I dunno, worldwide povery, oppression, global warming, etc then there's no real reason why it should have such disproportionate cultural 'weight' or resonate sooo wildly in my life...
but then there's people who, as you say, for whom music is background noise, but who have no interest in events in the 'real' world either....
I wonder...I wonder sometimes if I am wired all wrong...music moves me, makes me happy/sad on a daily basis, whereas I sometimes (not always!) feel slightly numbed/remote/disconnected to the feelings of people around me or to things that should move me, but strangely don't.
I wonder of it's because music allows us to 'feel' by proxy...the emotions invoked by music have no 'risk' or social repercussions associated w/ them...they're safer, less likely to damage or harm us...perhaps musical obessions are an alternative to actively engaging w/ the world...I hope that's not true...I want to believe my passion is real and that I'm not a quasi-autistic android...
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